#77 Broken Promises,


If one of these days,
you suddenly remembered
all of the words said.

To remember how
those small promises were made
and to watch them break.

Yet to find regrets
in things that are left undone
and to feel empty.

Know that it is fine,
but time to let go of things
and move on in life.

Somewhere and someday,
there might be a sorry heart
and I will know it.

But it is okay,
even if things do not go
this way that we want.

Just read these words and
let this be a last poem
that I write to you.

-CW

PS: Reposting this.

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#12 Our past,


Poem #12 Our past,

Sail me away,

with all of our memories.

Take me away,

back to the past.

I wish,

and I list.

The things I would want to do,

never had it seemed so full.

I never ever wanted so badly.

to be a time traveller madly.

Those times that we had,

might be happy or sad.

Those words we said that day,

were etched in our mind for say.

Everything had changed as we grew older,

and each day, the memories getting fader.

what left unchanged are pictures,

that reminds us of the features,

and probably even lessons that teaches.

But I know those times are gone,

and I can only wait for tomorrow’s dawn.

That is somewhere I can’t go back anymore.

-CW

Letters to heaven,


I happened to remember there was once our teacher got us to write a love letter. It could be a love letter to your partner, or friends, or perhaps even family. That time, I could not write the letter and yesterday night I tried to write. I had a hard time deciding who this letter should be written to and in the end,  I decided to write it to my dear grandma.

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Dear Popo ,

How long have I not seen you? It had been awhile, isn’t it?

Hope you are doing well as before. To be honest, you have always been in my mind for these past few years.

Everytime I think of you, tears will secretly welled up in my eyes. Sometimes, I ended up crying.

Everytime I came across the pictures we have taken together, memories just came flooding back to me.

Whenever I talked about you, the emptiness in my heart just came back again and once again. It was like a dagger to my heart.

Worst was when I saw the items you bought for me, I just felt like crying. One thing I am certain of is that I am glad that I kept those items safely.

I remembered you bringing me to shops, and you will buy whatever I love for me.

I remembered you always cook the delicious meals and especially the soup that I love the most.

I remembered that softness of the clothes that you wear.

I remembered the sense of touch when you held my hand. Till today, it is vivid clear.

I remembered the day when you held my hand, and ask me to come over anytime I like.

I remembered the photo that I helped you took that day at the coffee shop and it was the last photo I ever have. Yet, I lost it.

The last few memory I had of you was that you wanted to wear pretty nice clothes for chinese new year.

I remembered that me at that rebellious age, just smiling at you after I heard what you said and continued playing my phone.

The last memory I had was that day, when you left me. That day when you went up to heaven. It was the worst day of my life ever.

As I am writing this letter to you, much feelings and memories came back to me.

Deep in my heart, I really wish that you are doing great there.

I’m sorry for the words that were left unsaid.

I miss you and I love you.

Loves,
Cw

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To be honest, I wept while writing this letter, I’m not sure if anyone read it will wept. haha. 🙂

Do you have any letters to share with me? If there is, please drop me a comment. 🙂

Thank you! Have a nice day, people!

That precious memory,


Our lives were perfect,

there were nothing that we lacked.

Things were unexpected,

but it was not what we wanted. 

You left us,

in a speed that was so fast.

That day when we cried,

obviously we had no more appetite. 

That night, we wept,

so much tears were shed.

How much we feared,

was the amount of tears that have been teared, 

Those days were a horror, 

when all of us were drowned into sorrow.

Slowly by slowly.

step by step.

We put you into our memory,

and we no longer live in the misery.

Now that it have been so long, 

we have moved on.

The love we have,

will always be there.

Have you guys ever had something that you have forgotten for a very long time and one day, you were walking down the street? Then the memory suddenly returned back to you as a vivid memory and that you could remember it as if the incident had just happened yesterday.

Or is there a  memory that you can never ever forget in your entire life even though it happened very long time ago.

It was that day. The day that my grandmother left us. It was too sudden, and perhaps that was what added to the impact that had caused all of us, whereby we can never ever forget what happened that day.

A piece of memory came to me that day. I do not really remember much about the things that happened in the past. But this piece of memory came back:

That day, she brought me to the market. She held my hand all along and when we reached a store, she bought something from the shop and this shop sell toys as well. She asked me if I wanted the toy. As a kid, i nodded. It was a farm set of toys. Now, I still have the 2 piece of toys with me.

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The week before she went to heaven, she said to me,

“我要收这些美美的衣服过年!“ (I want to keep these beautiful clothes for Chinese new year! )

I believe that when she left us, that incident kind of changed me.
I became more conscious and aware of the things around me and no longer take things for granted.

What I regret is that I never had a chance to say.” I love you and thank you” to her.
I lost that chance but I believed that she will still understand me.

Now and then,

I will still think about her.

婆婆,您一定要快乐。好想您。。

Quote:

It is impossible not to miss someone who was once a part of your life.

Sorrow of his tears,


Beneath the sorrow of his tears,

hid the secret he had kept for years.

After thinking for so long,

was he in the wrong?

Now memories keep flashing back,

as his tears run down like a broken tap.

The way he now thought,

was just like how he was taught.

A boy can’t cry,

just because of an insignificant lie.

What if he had made his one last fight,

for that one special night?

He had told her a lie,

that was where the secret lies.

Now seeing her with another guy,

he let out a long deep sigh.

Was there still a chance,

just like one last dance?

Then he shook his head,

when he realised everything is too late.

-CW

I wonder if people feel like that. Could be a girl’s or boy’s scenerio.

Hope you guys like it anyway 🙂

Thanks 😀