Letters to heaven,

I happened to remember there was once our teacher got us to write a love letter. It could be a love letter to your partner, or friends, or perhaps even family. That time, I could not write the letter and yesterday night I tried to write. I had a hard time deciding who this letter should be written to and in the end, ย I decided to write it to my dear grandma.

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Dear Popo ,

How long have I not seen you? It had been awhile, isn’t it?

Hope you are doing well as before. To be honest, you have always been in my mind for these past few years.

Everytime I think of you, tears will secretly welled up in my eyes. Sometimes, I ended up crying.

Everytime I came across the pictures we have taken together, memories just came flooding back to me.

Whenever I talked about you, the emptiness in my heart just came back again and once again. It was like a dagger to my heart.

Worst was when I saw the items you bought for me, I just felt like crying. One thing I am certain of is that I am glad that I kept those items safely.

I remembered you bringing me to shops, and you will buy whatever I love for me.

I remembered you always cook the delicious meals and especially the soup that I love the most.

I remembered that softness of the clothes that you wear.

I remembered the sense of touch when you held my hand. Till today, it is vivid clear.

I remembered the day when you held my hand, and ask me to come over anytime I like.

I remembered the photo that I helped you took that day at the coffee shop and it was the last photo I ever have. Yet, I lost it.

The last few memory I had of you was that you wanted to wear pretty nice clothes for chinese new year.

I remembered that me at that rebellious age, just smiling at you after I heard what you said and continued playing my phone.

The last memory I had was that day, when you left me. That day when you went up to heaven. It was the worst day of my life ever.

As I am writing this letter to you, much feelings and memories came back to me.

Deep in my heart, I really wish that you are doing great there.

I’m sorry for the words that were left unsaid.

I miss you and I love you.

Loves,
Cw

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To be honest, I wept while writing this letter, I’m not sure if anyone read it will wept. haha. ๐Ÿ™‚

Do you have any letters to share with me? If there is, please drop me a comment. ๐Ÿ™‚

Thank you! Have a nice day, people!

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