#2 Letters to heaven

I know I have promised for a blog post about my question in the previous blogpost but something happened recently and thus, I will postpone that to future post.

Next, I will be sending another letter to a dear one, who have just gone to heaven.


Dear Uncle Cheng,

Firstly, thank you for the memories in my 18 years of life.
Thank you for always chatting with us. I will miss those times when we talked about education or some experiences in our lives.
I will also miss the times when I shared with you about my volunteering experiences.
Thank you for the jokes and pranks you always play on us since we are young.

I remembered how you used to shout my name from behind and gave a smile.
I remembered how you made a fool out of us when you pulled the loud trigger that scared all of us when we entered the house.
And for the second time, I had myself prepared before you could press the trigger. That moment was pretty much hilarious. :’)
I also remembered when we are playing games, you love to cover our eyes and asked us to guess who you are.

These few days were tough for all of us.
Our feelings cannot even be expressed by words.
These days were unbelievable and everything felt so unreal. Perhaps it was too sudden for all to accept.
I lost a person to chat with, a person to read and give comments about my blog and articles and an awesome person in my life.

Yesterday, the last day of the funeral, it rained heavily, as if the sky was soaking with our tears. That emptiness in our heart was made even more obvious.

Rest in peace, dear uncle.
Thank you for being a great uncle all along.
Thank you for all the great memories you left behind. 

It was blessed to have you as my uncle.

We will miss you.




-“When my arms cannot reach people who are close to my heart,I always hug them with my prayers.”


A question :))

Hi everyone! I’m back after a week.

Been in the holiday mood, and the reason for not blogging–> Laziness.

HAHA, so how have you guys been? 🙂

This will be a special post.

For you to share with me something unique or unforgettable thing that have happened to you in your life.

I will share my story in the next post if I get some response. hehee.

““Good friends, good books, and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life.”
― Mark Twain “

Thank you, grandma :’)

Today can be the happiest day of my life. I will say.

Once in 2 blog posts below, I wrote about how I have missed the chance of telling my grandma the words, especially those 3 words, ” I love you ” .

Last night, or I will say today morning, I dreamt of her.

In the dream, I finally told her what I wanted to say.

She smiled..

And she looked so good and happy.

In the end, I woke up crying.

She had heard me..

Thank you grandma, for letting me put down this regret I have carry for years.

I really hope that you are doing well.

I love you :’)


“Love is like the wind, you can’t see it but you can feel it.”
― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember

Letters to heaven,

I happened to remember there was once our teacher got us to write a love letter. It could be a love letter to your partner, or friends, or perhaps even family. That time, I could not write the letter and yesterday night I tried to write. I had a hard time deciding who this letter should be written to and in the end,  I decided to write it to my dear grandma.


Dear Popo ,

How long have I not seen you? It had been awhile, isn’t it?

Hope you are doing well as before. To be honest, you have always been in my mind for these past few years.

Everytime I think of you, tears will secretly welled up in my eyes. Sometimes, I ended up crying.

Everytime I came across the pictures we have taken together, memories just came flooding back to me.

Whenever I talked about you, the emptiness in my heart just came back again and once again. It was like a dagger to my heart.

Worst was when I saw the items you bought for me, I just felt like crying. One thing I am certain of is that I am glad that I kept those items safely.

I remembered you bringing me to shops, and you will buy whatever I love for me.

I remembered you always cook the delicious meals and especially the soup that I love the most.

I remembered that softness of the clothes that you wear.

I remembered the sense of touch when you held my hand. Till today, it is vivid clear.

I remembered the day when you held my hand, and ask me to come over anytime I like.

I remembered the photo that I helped you took that day at the coffee shop and it was the last photo I ever have. Yet, I lost it.

The last few memory I had of you was that you wanted to wear pretty nice clothes for chinese new year.

I remembered that me at that rebellious age, just smiling at you after I heard what you said and continued playing my phone.

The last memory I had was that day, when you left me. That day when you went up to heaven. It was the worst day of my life ever.

As I am writing this letter to you, much feelings and memories came back to me.

Deep in my heart, I really wish that you are doing great there.

I’m sorry for the words that were left unsaid.

I miss you and I love you.



To be honest, I wept while writing this letter, I’m not sure if anyone read it will wept. haha. 🙂

Do you have any letters to share with me? If there is, please drop me a comment. 🙂

Thank you! Have a nice day, people!


No one said love was easy.

Love was hard, love was tough.

It does not apply only for relationship loves, but as for friendship loves as well.

Many things are being taken into granted of and either we don’t bother to do anything or we did not notice and realised it.

We get hurt along the way and hurt the others either intentionally or unintentionally.

For many things that happened, We cried, we laughed, we smiled, we fight.

All these things were the ingredients to make a best friendship.

Dear friends, know that I will always be there for you no matter what happens.

If ever wonder I get hurt along the way, heal me.

But know that you can approach me if you need any help, I’ll be there.

And why?

” Because we are friends.”


There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did and who always will.

– Unknown

Side note:

It’s holiday now! Off from my busy schedule! yay.

Hope everyone have a good day ! 🙂